Greetings!

Hello folks!
I'm on summer holidaaaaay! yay! finally, i think I'm gonna be able to post regularly, just hope my internet connection has no problem:) okay, where should i start? hmm... School? naaah... boring thing. well, after I finish my exams, i was like... "I FEEL FREE~ I FEEL FREEDOM~" (Freedom-Nicki Minaj). And then having holiday for one and a half month is like... "STANDING IN THE HALL OF FAME~" (Hall of Fame-The Script)

Anyway, folks, have you ever thought about life lately? I have a friend of mine. She taught me something yesterday. To be honest, I don't really like to think about life. But well, the lessons come to me. I used to think if I want something, I just have to work and pray for it. But that friend of mine, showed me that those 2 things I mentioned aren't enough. Sometimes, luck has to be included. Sometimes Allah, Himself has to do something real big to make it happen. if you work, you tried, but to get everything exactly what you had in mind, you have to work harder. As human being, praying is like, our connection to Allah. If you want something and you prayed, means you asked to Allah that things you wanted. Allah gives the best for us. thou it's not what we want. To except that fact, it does need so much courage. That's what I learnt after I heard what she told me.

Other thing, she always tried to hide her feeling. I had no idea why. But she just never want anybody else to know about her sadness. But she loves to share her happiness. When I asked why, she said, "sadness isn't something to be spread". To keep something inside your heart, isn't a really nice thing to do. She told me that sometimes, we've got to let it all out. scream it out loud.